B L A N K

Super state to be in! B L A N K seems to be the best and most convenient form of escape. Somehow, feels very low and listless too.
B L A N K is beautifully ignorant and if thats not bliss, dont know what else is!
Having no deadlines to meet, no worries, except to pen down these thoughts...as and when and more importantly, how the words flow. Hmmm..
You may wonder why the picture of this room is in this page at all. Its reflective of my thoughts currently. REST is much in need and somehow eluding me. COLOR is desired but far out of reach. COMFORT is so sought after but very expensive. This room represents all those thoughts and is an aspirational. But, we went to the moon and mars, hence with time everything is possible in life. Or so I keep telling myself. Somehow the tone of this entry is drab, right? Like myself.
Adrenalin is not flowing, nothing or noone exciting me to jump with that 'YES'!
I'm getting older??? Things that made my heart pump in that extra blood, people who set the pulse racing, events that brought that extra smile...where are they? Or am I not looking?
Dead.
Hmmm... is my favorite expression now.
And the ROOM and what it represents is the only thing I seem to, yes just seem to live for.